I know that sooner or later they realize.
It is clear that now you go back and dragging me with her weight.
I can also curb hard with the heels on the ground, so no use me dirty like an idiot.
But rest until it happens here, uncomfortable sitting in the grass, control Neri in the middle of the toes. I look at ants and squeeze the scissors move that ass like tail and pin-ups of the animal kingdom. If I try to squeeze your fingers together, die suffocated.
rages Beyond the pool in June. Filled with cries, like a slaughterhouse deluxe.
But I'm not there to pass under the yoke of the shower fresh, cold spray, which becomes multiple waterfall on my back weak. I am ashamed of the mirror, I look like an insect without art. A beetle without emerald. Trophy and tin scrap, even the glory of the sub-display glass.
I have to admit that the wait is unnerving.
I start well as nausea and stomach pangs. I feel the bones of the posterior bite on the ground. And the smell of wet grass mixed with chlorine and sweat that I scale the nose pointing straight to the brain.
Here she comes. No, I try but I do not see.
I keep my head down. Down neck and eyes lowered to touch the tip of the big toe as I rubbed my hands all the time on foot.
Nausea increases, it seems to me to make noise sweating. In the midst of a huge roar. Do
last glance, fatal.
is to me, fuck.
The curved back swing.
Sara grabs my arm midway between shoulder and elbow and pull me up to relieve me from the ground. Chatter in a language I do not know as he heads for the shower bath. The toll of swimmers.
arrive on the edge, I look pale in the face. Glassy-eyed face of a toy, tears in three dimensions. The I look, but I see triple.
pulls me with him, firmly under the downpour.
The water breaks on my shoulders bets.
And I vomit bile on him.
Knees feet on the skimpy costume, on the hands of Sara.
drag the water and soft biscuits with my shame.
Pause.
The contestants take a breath.
The orchestra quietly waits for a signal. Then Sara
loosens her grip. He rinsed my hands and wipes her mouth and body with water from the shower without going back under. I am not helpless and hard move a muscle. I hear the rustling in the heart of deaf ears. The toes and terrorized curved stones seem glued to the meat.
Sara strokes my head and sing sweet words and robotic.
It opens all my arm tired.
and a myriad of insects invading the shower.
"Freedom is not rebellion, but rather the practice of a fantasy without limits within the restrictions imposed by power"
A. Jodorowski, when Teresa was angry with God
A. Jodorowski, when Teresa was angry with God
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